Final Realization of Failure

by Nahja Mora

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this is the mark
this is the mantra.

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released January 31, 2019

all songs written, arranged, programmed, and performed by josef saint
recorded at the InjuryBox 2018
mastered by Eric Oehler at Submersible Studios
© 2019 Nahja Mora

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soundtracks for shattered minds.

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Track Name: Canine
and you throw away
go tear apart. kill it all away
so you shake your head
beat it all down. wreck it all dead.

speak up and twist
speak out and twist it
nothing ever gets solved

circle flaw
circle flaw
please believe
nothing ever fixed.

nothing ever fixed.

elsewhere in another world
sometimes i feel like healing
elsewhere in another place
sometimes i feel like trying
somewhere
not here
i get a moment of breath
and somewhere
imaginary
i know there's escape.

hold on to me if you want to
hold on to me if i ask you
hold on to me it's falling
hold on to me i'm going away

no peace
emergency
there is no peace
my entire life is emergency

hold on to me if you want to
hold on to me if i ask you
hold on to me it's falling
hold on to me i'm going away
Track Name: Atramentous
you want it black and sleek
with kisses upon the other cheek
affluent problems solved and said
we'll rule the wicked when they're dead
shine on through damn wolves
drawing pictures of broken bones
skinning alive your father's name
rotting apart all the same.

you want endless voids
a collection of empty words
raising matters to an empty room
dressing infection in perfume

daylight creeps out on this dirt
played and timid and full of hurt
your tone reveals this weakness
frames the distance between us.

celebrate.

and i can see the future: we're caught in this forever
illusion, illusion wrapped in black
pretend to say something but really give nothing
illusion, illusion wrapped in black

there is no ending.
you'll be there and i'll be here
because i say so. because i saw it
don't you see it?
you'll be there and i'll be here
and nothing would be more boring.

and i can see the future: we're caught in this forever
illusion, illusion wrapped in black
pretend to say something but really give nothing
illusion, illusion wrapped in black
Track Name: Black Eye
it was only once
i know that i deserved it
he strikes through the brow
though you offer a handshake

and you'll change your hair
and you'll stand again
and you'll let it slide
and you'll hide in dark
and you'll count the time
and say "sorry"

and you'll be bruised
and you'll be thrown
but you can sleep it off
and you'll feel crushed
and you can't breathe
but just let it go

you know this out of time
please don't sit and listen
i know it's hard to say
but some things shouldn't stay

you'll shudder at a touch
you can't just excuse it
i'm sorry you saw that
i still saw it.

"only women bleed" saying it to excuse it
worth is not prescribed, threats are not affection.
torn lips are not sex, control is not protection.
black eyes are not liner, i'm afraid you won't get it.

i'm afraid.
Track Name: Shit Collective
i remain alone
outside

you had it all
thread bare, thin soled

this is what i must deserve
pushed down the same stairs
naked lies all along
you said you cared

you said you cared.

do not think i do not know
you try to break all i do
i don't care what you say
everything i have left is fucking grey

fucking grey.

this is what i must deserve
you all just sit and stare
no one ever wakes to see
will anyone ever answer me?

faith in self, blinding lies
rapists, thieves side by side
throwing tantrums, eating shit
vomiting attention for the flies
wrap your legs around for warmth
paint your nostrils to feel some worth
keep your head up on a spire
feed your ego, become the liar.

this is what i must deserve.

stagnant and stupid
pushed aside again
i watch your plans
to cripple me, my friend.

i remain collecting pieces for your game
i remain collecting pieces for your game
i remain, you will never kill my name
i remain yet you left me stained.

again with all advice
i'll never need you
i watch your tries
to smother the voice i had

i remain collecting pieces for your game
i remain collecting pieces for your game
i remain, you will never kill my name
i remain yet you left me stained.

I remain in your stupid game.

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